There are moments when we feel so numb and cold - with a sinking feeling where one just wishes that if only someone could have mercy and kill you, the feeling's so cold which is only reminiscent of dying, the only difference is - death comes once, but I went through this twice

Mid-Week

Its been 3 days into the week and life's in a relaxed mode with less pressure at work, the only thing that's really getting things of track is the weather, constant drizzling make it really difficult to reach office and come back home, its kind of irritating and for the first time in life I am getting feeling of a "need to learn a car driving and own a car..........", just hoping that these rains go away for good and not come back until next july. Lookin out for a good wireless mouse, waitin for suggestions :)

Back From Home

Life has started back in bangalore after a visit to home. New project has started which is like the spring after a long winter, a very refreshing change @ work. There are new challenges and nervousness with new work. It's mid-november n surprisingly its still raining in bangalore/pune which is really annoying. Comin back to personal life, its Going through an emotional ride where-in mind and heart are absolutely out of sync, hoping for the 6th sense to bail me out this time. Dad is gone to virpur, praying for a safe drive for him. Over the weekend saw the movie social network, one of the better movies of 2010, being a biographical movie still its pace and the story looks very filmy but its real facts, this one's surely for the personal library collection.

Logical Decisions, Emotional Drain

There are times when we take some decisions which are correct and look to be the right one's but the price of these decisions is so huge that it becomes very difficult to stand by them. These decisions drain emotionally as one wants to do completely the opposite, as they are driven more by the emotional sense then logic. It's times like these that we look for an emotional support from our loved and dear ones, people who can stand by you and allow you to stand by your of decisions.

The Test - A Thrill, A heart-stopper

The test match drew to a fitting final day and it sure lived up to the billing.............india vs australia encounters are always interesting ones and this one was no different. The match kept looking like a pale draw until the end of third day, a nice display of bowling changed the complexion of the match on the fourth day, thanks to an inspired spell from ishant sharma and the match just turned on its head. By evening of fourth day, india was back on the crease batting to win/loose the match as it may go, top order caved in the last hour of 4th day, it just took 17 overs. The top order had meekly caved in, with the same old sinking feeling "there we go again...................", but with sachin on crease hopes were alive ever so slightly. Fifth day started zaheer went back to pavilion early with MS following him in a bizarre run out. Laxman and tendulkar looked good until tendulkar got out and from there it was the same old story as it looked. India again looked like loosing the match on the 5th day, but it was not to be as a so called ishant sharma and one very very famous VVS had a script of their own to write with a golden lining. Ishant and laxman put up an 81 run stand bringing india into the match from the strong position of defeat and pulled off, one the most famous win's of the decade. laxman just stands out with his performance, although suffering from back spasm's, yet remained as calm as a monk for most of his innings. India pulls off a victory that will be remembered for sometime to come. The result was possible more because of the performance put in by the bowlers from both sides, they really gave it everything that they had and it showed, both teams had an equal chance up until the last run was scored....................................

The Weekend.......................

The weekend started with a tinge of excitement of watchin anjaana anjaani expecting some hilarious situations and a plot that would be a little more then the normal run of mill movies but it really paid to not spend too much money over it as the movie was just like the one yesteryear cricketer Ajit Agarkar, who flattered to deceive all his career just when people thought he would fulfil the potential he dashed those hopes like a hot potato.............................movie never seems to pick up or go down, it just goes on at the same pace with very predictable changes. The plot could have been presented in a much better way............., that one followed a lazy nap in the noon and some shopping and dinner at the Mac on CMH in the evening. Sunday was expected to be much more fun and entertaining as had plans to play cricket and relax in the evening. Cricket didn't go exactly as I was hoping it to be, was there n played but disappointed myself with my own performance......................and the evening was relaxed................which sums up the Week that ended.............

A day of Ayodhya verdict - and it finally came with its own set of twists and turns...............it was a little unexpected, yet nothing untoward happened, looks like india has finally started the process of moving on from the old skeletons of 92/93................................... as always media kept the viewers on the edge as if a war is going to break and again frequently asking the people to keep calm in the same breadth.