After a long hiatus, its seems like ages, touched base with this blog some 4 years back and today I chanced upon it again, out of some random thoughts somehow I remembered about the blog, hope to be here and express myself more frequently, not that anyone reads it. Life's changed in last 5 years - its gone upside down I believe and whole perspective and perception has been rattled, famous quotes of Rang De Basanti ring up many times in my ears ...................."College ke gate ke uss taraf hum zindagi ko nachche te the aur gate ke iss taraf zindagi humein nachati hai............." .

Life's become a race where everyone is running .............nobody knows the end explicitly except ;-) death the ultimate end. No one asks questions...........
what was achieved,
what has been lost,
whats to be done,
what was our wish,
what was our dream..............nothing ............running the race.

                                                       

Sometimes everything seems to be going right and its beyond belief that how good things are working for you................@ times everything just seems to be going completely wrong, even the most noble idea turns out into a disaster...............in such times, good ideas are perceived to be bad ideas or ideas which won't work.........its in this period, one get to know true friends. People who would stand by you when the times are tough. These are the people one needs to be with all there life no matter what happens...............

There is a perception "when the times are tough, people leave" - but then its not realized that being out of site does not mean people leave, people might be looking for ways to achieve goals in a different way, it may or may not work that only time tells..........................

lehre sahil ke paththro se takra ke bikhar jaati hai, par yehi lehre paththro ko taraash kar jaati hai, ek leher ke takrane se paththar mein koi badlaav nahi aata par jab anginnat lehre takraati hai to woh paththar ko bhi chir jaati hai....................

As per they say we live in a country where we are secular and live in harmony with all the differences in religion, taste, language, likes and dislikes but still there is a section of society which thinks in a hypo-critic way, where we can live, work and be friends with everyone but when it comes to acceptance people tend to walk way showing real colors where the religious bias tends to consume everything that one does....................one's really left to imagine, have we progressed as a nation or are still consumed by petty difference of religion, language and regional biases.

There are moments when we feel so numb and cold - with a sinking feeling where one just wishes that if only someone could have mercy and kill you, the feeling's so cold which is only reminiscent of dying, the only difference is - death comes once, but I went through this twice

Mid-Week

Its been 3 days into the week and life's in a relaxed mode with less pressure at work, the only thing that's really getting things of track is the weather, constant drizzling make it really difficult to reach office and come back home, its kind of irritating and for the first time in life I am getting feeling of a "need to learn a car driving and own a car..........", just hoping that these rains go away for good and not come back until next july. Lookin out for a good wireless mouse, waitin for suggestions :)

Back From Home

Life has started back in bangalore after a visit to home. New project has started which is like the spring after a long winter, a very refreshing change @ work. There are new challenges and nervousness with new work. It's mid-november n surprisingly its still raining in bangalore/pune which is really annoying. Comin back to personal life, its Going through an emotional ride where-in mind and heart are absolutely out of sync, hoping for the 6th sense to bail me out this time. Dad is gone to virpur, praying for a safe drive for him. Over the weekend saw the movie social network, one of the better movies of 2010, being a biographical movie still its pace and the story looks very filmy but its real facts, this one's surely for the personal library collection.